You are the light of my life, the reason I am determined to live through my own personal hell. You made me believe in myself; taught me that I had to work hard to make it in this world. This world I now have to live without you. I want you to know that I... Continue Reading →
Since I have been indulged in a longer-than-usual relationship in high school on the age of 14, I don't remember myself ever seeking value in my own. Since that relationship, I have always thought that my worth was weighted by how much my boyfriend valued me or how much boys liked me in general. Every... Continue Reading →
As I layed in my bed, motionless- almost paralyzed, I listened to the hysteric shouting downstairs. I know I shouldn't be and that trying to comprehend all the words being said would only make me feel worse. In that moment all I wanted was to become nothing more than normal. I didn't want this it-will-build-character-in-the-future... Continue Reading →
In all of the relationships I've been in, I've always written love letters. In those letters I would write endless metaphors about them. The person I loved would become more than what they really are, and for a moment I thought that was love. I thought by describing them from drugs to hurricanes that it... Continue Reading →
For the past 10 years my mom has been in and out of the same abusive relationship with the same man, and no I don't mean that they had an on-again off-again relationship. By that I mean that she's married to him and when he's had one too many too drink, he becomes this overly... Continue Reading →
It might be very ego-centric of me to think of it this way but I wouldn't know how else to take it. I know about the girls. About how they seem to either look quite like me or be quite like me. Maybe it's just a very inconvenient coincidence but it just doesn't feel that... Continue Reading →
For with God, nothing shall be impossible.
I spend most of my days whining about how school is wearing me out and how I would rather give up and become a stripper than stay in school. I've found that it's so easy for me to just take everything I have for granted; the way I'm very privileged to be able to learn... Continue Reading →